Onset of (in)sanity

Nowadays I spend entire afternoons
searching for CDs I am not sure I ever bought..

Nowadays I spend mornings recollecting conversations I am not sure I had with anyone..

I spend a better part of my nights dreaming of coffee I am sure I had at an in-transit airport I have never been to...

Nowadays I dont always recollect when or where I bought the shirt I wear, things I eat, faces I see, music I hear, books I read, feelings I feel, hands I shake...

Nowadays I often argue with the mirror on left and right, right and wrong, veg and non-veg, straight and gay, black & white and eastman colour, Tom and Jerry, us and them, science and art, Dylan and Beatles, Euclidian and Non-Euclidian geometry, odd and even...

Nowadays I have difficulty in defining my relations, my religion, my belief, my moral, my weakness, my diseases, my address...

And yet I have no diffculty in recollecting
wrong equations, wrong numbers, wrong colours, wrong  people, names, places, animals, things...